Provera making me emotional??

I don't know what it is. Maybe it's the lack of a period for 42 days or maybe it's the Provera, but I feel like I could cry at the drop of a hat. When I think about being pregnant, I want to cry. I want to be a MOM soooooo bad!! Please, please, please, please let this Clomid work on me! On the way to work I was listening to some song (country - haha) about his daughter growing up (I have NO clue what the hell the name of it is), but I started crying! HA! I'm such a sap. I feel really good otherwise. I feel like I am in a better mood and not as moody as I have been lately. That is a nice change. I almost felt like I have had pms for the last two weeks. Poor hubby.

3 more days of Provera....

Here we go...

I started my first day of Provera today, so hopefully I will start my period in about two weeks and then 5 days after that I can start the Clomid. So if it all works out - I should be on the Clomid by the 9th of October?!?! I really hope that is the case. I am ready to get this show on the road. I don't want to get my hopes up, but from the research I have done I have a good chance of getting pregnant in the first month. The likely hood of this happening of course is slim, but I am going to remain hopefully and positive! I will get pregnant and it will be soon!

I hear the side effects of the Clomid are going to be fun - hot flashes, bitchiness, cramping, etc., but I can deal. I gave fair warning to my wonderful husband last night. I hope I don't become a raging bitch!

Here's a picture from our honeymoon (1 of over 2,000 - haha!). This is in Florence on the Arno River.